Tuesday, October 17, 2006
just now i pretended i was okay, but now the truth really hit my hard.
after all it was expected, i really slacked alot and only started to be serious a few months before the exams.
all i was hoping for was a pass.
))))):
aww i want to cry now.
[no, i wont i wont!]
maybe i should try to let go.
after all, failure comes to everybody.
i guess i expect too much of myself.
i guess i'm a perfectionist in some way.
and and and, i had to fail in something that really interested me.
seemed like yesterday that i asked my parents to sign me up for lessons.
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it's okay.
i still love piano, i still love music.
i'm going to work hard this time, for myself.
feb/march 2007.
(:
anngee you can do it!
[sheryl, thanks so much for being there! i love you babe.]
thanks so much for your concern. i love you.
[hope you like the cake!]
9:21 PM