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eliudnir.
in Norse mythology, Eliudnir was Hel's hall, located in her domain, the underworld.



past.
October 2006 November 2006 December 2006 January 2007 February 2007 March 2007 April 2007 May 2007 June 2007 July 2007

speak.

sometimes i dont feel like part of the group at all.
just cos i'm not as sociable, popular, pretty, friendly..
i dont need people fawning over me but i just need a true friend.
life's a bitch.

emo shiat.

11:58 PM

today's afternoon was spent making the custom made bracelet for tifa who's giving it to a friend.
will post details on ECSTASEEshop.

after that went to mr kelvin ng's bbq!
met jacq at 4, and she bought marshmallows.
took the super long bus ride to east coast park.
i dont understand why they dont make a bus go all the way in.
haha, anyway.

reached there too early so we watched the 3 guys rollerblade.
they are uber pro can!
doing stunts and all that.
jacq and i started laughing at weird people in the park, like those who swing their arms funny.
and all the topless old ah peks.
oops! hehe.
:|

bbq started after we came back from the toilet.
it was real weird cos the students from the different branches didnt know each other at all.
then everyone was sorta like, formed into their own cliques.
which left jacq and me by ourselves.
super weird cos we didnt know anyone, or those from sengkang branch already had their own cliques and we werent familiar with them.
so we just stoned and kept walking in circles around the pit.
looked real dumb.
ate only a little and went off already.
sorta fun cos it's a bbq and bbqs are always fun!
thanks mr ng, hehe. (:
oh yea mr ng's wife is prettaye!

jacq and i actually went to subway to eat a 6inch cold cut trio!
after the bbq leh, lol.
i love subway much.
:D

and and and.
ECP coffee bean still has leftover gingerbread men!
the super big one with 3 buttons.
and it's only $2.20.
even cheaper than the carrefour one which is sooo tiny and overpriced.
aww damn i'm craving it now again.
should have bought one more back.
they still have 2 more if i'm not wrong!
cos at first they had 4 and jacq and i bought one each.

okay, really random post today.
:|

i have so much homework which i havent completed.
plus i have dental and piano tomorrow so i wont have enough time to finish all the damn homework.
school's reopening soon and i havent prepared anything.
nor have i started practicing piano seriously.
shit, i dont wanna fail again. ):
plus, 31dec will probably be the only day i have left to enjoy myself..
DD:

11:26 PM

it's better to hurt yourself than to hurt others.
oh god i feel terrible.
i hate that feeling.
maybe i'm just too sensitive and emotional.

just drank the disgusting medicine.
i'm so tired.
not physically, but emotionally.
i need sleep.
maybe forever?
:|

8:55 PM

BACKKKKKKKK from hatyai!
: D



i love thailand and all the thai people!
they are like soooooo nice can!
: D

okay let me elaborate about the trip.

23 december
went to budget terminal at around 11.
sit tiger airways, budget airline so got super squeezy seats.
and all the kiasu singaporeans went to queue up hours ago just to get good seats.
budget airline free seating ma, lol.
flight got a little delayed so had to change boarding gates, in the end the people behind us went to cut queue grr!
but it's okay, after all our air tickets $100+ only haha.
the plane is soooo small that you can actually see the front and back of the cabin!
tiny right.

flight was about 1hour+.
landed and took taxi to garden home hotel.
haha i think their hotels all have weird names.
but the hotel is not in the city, so bomb threat not as big lol.
was worrying about the bomb thing all day!

walked to the city area where it's more crowded.
ate dinner at some kopitiam-like shop.
taste good okay! : D
after that went to walk around at the night market.
cos in the morning not as nice to walk.
that's why it's called night market hehe! (:

walked the wrong way when we wanted to go back to the hotel and in the end had to walk a long way back.
took pics of the electric cables.
it's so nice!
cos sg doesnt have them up in the air, ours is underground.
but i think it's cool, a bit like old old feeling! : D



after that went back to hotel and mum and friends want go massage.
they are super strong can.
me, mum and dad were trying so hard not to scream in pain.
but it was bearable. (:
feels nice after the massage though!
the person say i'm thin and tall like her, hehe.

couldnt sleep the whole night cos of my running nose.
stupid nose. D:

24 december
woke up and ate hotel breakfast, which was damn oily, bleh!
after that we went to the market.
lots of people there buying market stuff in the morning, as usual.
i love the atmosphere there. : D
noisy, crowded, but not chaotic!
how can you find that in singapore. (:










me and mummy at market!

saw these 3 dogs wearing matching christmas clothes at the market!





arent they cute!
everybody was fawning over them.

at night there was this christmas celebration thing, held on a makeshift stage on the road.
got a guy sing a funny song with lyrics like 'shut up shut up' which is damn funny sounding!
cos of the way they speak thai.
got so many different tones.
then got 4 ah kuas dancing behind him.
quite pretty but they kept flashing the crowd!
but below got wear stuff, haha.
after their song, there were 4 HAWT guys dancing!
omgggggggg i am in love!
haha ranting.

went back to the hotel and got massage again.
mummy told me that was the main reason her friends wanted to come.
haha.
different people this time.
i got a newbie and she massage until damn pain!
she used alot of strength, heh.
was soooo tired i fell asleep immediately after they left.

25 december
merry christmas!
haha, joking.
went to a shopping centre near the train station and shopped.




LOL, engrish in the shopping centre.

after that went back to hotel via a tuk-tuk.
it was soooo nice to ride. (:


taken on a tuk-tuk

went to the airport via taxi and whee flew back!
: D

stuff i bought



clockwise from top left:
anna sui dolly girl set from dutyfree shop
belts
pants
shirt
black hat
hairband with horns and fur (LOL impulse buying)
underwear (what, you also got wear leh)
earrings
fake chanel shades
pencil case
ck one summer from dutyfree shop


schoolbag from body glove


thailand bacardi breezer (smuggled in courtesy of daddy!)
they have raspberry and lemon which cant be found in singapore can.
and a really cute canned coffee with a cat picture on it.


stuff for people:
pencil case, most likely for tifa and sheryl
boxers for cactushead (but his leg so short dunno if can wear)
fake branded shirt, 1 for clique and 1 for someone else maybe
vibrating kissing pigs for clique
belt, 1 for clique and 1 for cactushead

stupid cactushead just told me he's coming back only on wednesday.
asshole.
still say tomorrow one actually.
D:

but tomorrow is a happy day cos i going out with clique!
but no vanny! ):
and maybe no yj cos she might be tired from training!
oh yay i cant wait!
: DDDDDDDDDDD
*beams-

8:37 PM

just came back today from tiffany's 'chalet'..well actually it was just a stay yesterday at sentosa.
played some weird ps2 game the whole night cos the stupid ps2 couldnt play dvds, dunno why.
some weird game combining dragonball z, one piece and naruto.
super fun kay!
we made all 4 characters the same person and laughed at their horribly mismatched outfits.
i love sanji from one piece.
haha i'm ranting again.
anyway, we came back this morning.

tried to scam the coke machine in sentosa but failed!
their everything are !@*&ing expensive lor.

tiffany baked cookies again, haha.
i want an oven!
D:

going to thailand on saturday!
anyone wants anything?
: D

why must cactushead go back indonesia again.
rah nvm.
i told him to enjoy the bbq.
and he told me to enjoy myself in thailand too.
shant be sad cos his bbq thing is like super seldom, and his family all going.
so yup!
he went back this afternoon.
:|

6:35 PM

WTF?!

superband came out with a CHRISTMAS SONG ALBUM?

cashing in on popularity with support from lians and posers?

no offence to superband, but the marketing people are really exploiting all the bands.

i mean, those are the same christmas songs played every year, and the marketers want people to buy these albums just because their idols/annoying shit/whoever are singing those songs!

look, open your eyes wide.
superband/project superstar/campus superstar are just talentless contests organised by tv companies to exploit mindless young people to send millions of smses to support their idols and let their parents get a heart attack when they receive the bill and at the same time for the telecom operators as well as the tv companies to earn big bucks.

did i get my point across?

10:25 PM

yesterday's EP day was super tiring.
saw both the good and bad sides of people.

firstly, the kiasu residents.
all scrambling to exchange coupons for the snacks after we closed the game stalls.
making up excuses just to get more freebies.
all the coupons are free but the freebies cost money!
not to you kiasu people, but the committee paid for them, just to make this a successful event.
to make sure that the game stalls can run smoothly.
and this is all we get in return?
a bunch of people, young and old, pushing and shoving just to get something for free?
some people really can do anything for free stuff.
what a disgrace to singaporeans.

but the good side.
the girl at the same piano lesson as me, helping me at the stall.
she kept the crowd controlled and made them queue up properly during the games!
even old aunties werent spared, haha.
doesnt seem like the girl who always show attitude during piano lesson.
hehe, people have different sides to them when faced with different situations.
(:

was terribly tired yesterday.
D:

went to watch casino royale with cactushead today!
spoilers ahead!
nice movie but when james bond got whacked in the balls i didnt dare to look!
damn scary lor, lol.
i wonder why balls are so tender and fragile?
urgh gross, lol.
and vesper lynd died lor.
eva green has weird eyebrows anyway so i dont think anyone will miss her much.
oops, hehe.
lots of sex scenes lor, obscene.
3.5/5 stars, maybe?
(:

cactushead wanted to buy shirt (as kentwell calls it), which means those long sleeved with collar one.
that's kentwell's definition of shirt, lol.
went to ebase to see the black one, but in the end decided to go topman to try the cute buttons one.
all the buttons are different!
super cute, and the top 2 buttons are on both sides, meaning it's supposed to be opened at the top.
but left medium and large, and medium was too long for cactushead!
maybe go see how first lor.
bought undies from topshop cos they had the 'buy 2 less 20%' thing again.
hehe, stripes! :3

after that went ben and jerry's again.
getting fat!
DDDDDD:

but i still love ben and jerry's.
<3

yay shir is back from camp!
: DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

had some super fun msn conversations just now.

anyway, had a dream last night that my whole clique was scolding me.
real scaraye. x:
and jas and shir bought the same zinc animal bag in the dream!
the one my mum says looks like a dead animal slung over your shoulder.
haha, i dont like zinc.
(no offence)

but dreams are the opposite of reality, right jas.
((:

9:43 PM

(click)

where's the toilet?

10:41 PM

i just burnt my hand.
ouch.

true friends wont leave you in the lurch.

do i have a true friend?
someone who is there for me.
Someone who can accept me for who i am.
someone who will share the good and bad times with me.
someone who wont backstab me.
someone who comforts me when i'm sad.
someone who wont see who i am on the outside, but appreciate who i am inside.
someone who wont judge me by appearances.
someone who can look past my flaws.
someone who i can treasure as a friend.

people say they are there for you, but actions count more than words.

getting depressed again.

emo shiat.
my glass is always half empty.

9:19 PM

yesterday was chaotic.

went out with mummy from the afternoon to see doctor and buy pliers.
then she said that since we were around that area, might as well go buy the shoesy shoes.
and damn!
it's gonna raise price from next month!! D:<
i think i shall go back on 30 december to snap all the size 40 up.
(my feet big okay. damnnnnnnn difficult buy shoes!)

and after that we went home and later i was supposed to meet jianwei to pass him the money and return him shirt.
and since cactushead and i were going to collect shirts from hougang mall, i asked him to wait for me downstairs.
and my parents came down with me cos they going to buy rope at rivervale plaza!
then it's like, he was standing there and my parents saw!
and started to talk lots of crap to me.
rah. ):

then i got a msg from jacq reminding me about tuition!
dooooooooom.
so i rushed back up to take my stuff, msged jianwei to postpone time (so sorry!) and had to make cactushead go home (sorryyyyyyy!).

and after tuition i had to rush to hougang mall to pass jianwei the money as well as to collect shirt from the shop myself.
banged into an old lady when i was running and got cursed i think, sorry but LOL!
luckily the shop havent closed at 10pm, but the uncle say he was going home soon.
heng ah.
went home and didnt get lectured cos dad sleeping and mummy watching news.
phewwwwww.

okay long and redundant rant today.

and i think shirleen bought her white shoes at the same place as i did!
:D
cheapo shoes which give me blisters at different places everytime i wear them.

12:53 PM

havent blogged properly for a long time!


THE cheesecake!
see i ate some already hehe.

last saturday (9 december) after piano, i went to tiffany's house and tried to bake brownies!
cos she got a new oven, rawr!


first attempt.


second attempt.

after making the second batch, we realised why the brownies had a roasted taste.
the oven was set to the roasting chicken option!
you know, where the chicken will turn and turn in the oven.


third attempt!
the most successful one with the least roasted taste.
but all of them tasted like brownies, which is good.
means we didnt burn any!
hehe, nice brownies. :D
tiffany's house has nice plates, right?


wahaha, look at what i got from fcuk!
mini perfume vials and a superb doorhanger.
i love fcuk much, just that their stuff are toooooooo expensive!
i want the t shirt though. D:

bowling yesterday with clique (minus van D:) was real fun too.
although i had a little mood swing halfway. (sorry clique!)
been such a long time since i've seen them all.
and next year have to starting pia-ing studies already.
whateverrrrrr.

and i bought gingerbread too!
i think it's nice but i dont think jas likes it.
haha.


YAY.

check ECSTASEE cos i updated with some new stuff.
thanks much!

7:46 PM

rawr.

parents wont let me buy shirts online.

maybe i shall go print it myself if it's cheaper.
(no need to pay shipping costs too!)

but i sooooo want the hoodie from threadless!

damn.

pissed today for many reasons.

shall blog some other day.

11:07 PM

I'm looking at you through the glass...
Don't know how much time has passed
Oh god it feels like forever
But no one ever tells you that forever
Feels like home sitting all alone inside your head

10:15 PM

today i'm bored so let the pics do the talking.
after all, pictures say a thousand words.
(:


(click)

my desktop!
deleted lots of files on my desktop.
my pics folder too.
but my computer seems to be lagging even more.



(click)

craving for gingerbread men now.
):


(click)

me and tifa made this at edo sushi on saturday!
we always play with food.
cute? cute?
:DD


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saw this with tifa too.
on the same day as the sushi thing.
best taglines ever!
:D

real lazy to blog out a proper post.
anyway, cactushead is back!
he bought me fox sweets and made cheesecake.
yay!
damn tasty okay.
just fattening.
):

but i still love it!
:D

wtf an unidentified flying insect landed in front of me.
got a f***ing big shock!
D:<
i hate flying bugs.

11:13 PM

had heaps of fun today!

went out with wanzhen, jocelyn, wanqin, amanda and yiwen.
sort of a 603 gathering!
okay, just the few of us actually.

had lots of fun reminiscing our pri school days.
and talking about how bimbo some people became, haha!
at first it was a little awkward cos it's like, havent met for so long already, dont know what to talk about.
but later we all warmed up and chatted alot!
haha, we realised that alot of people changed.

had a real fun day!
might go to sentosa together sometime too.
:DD

oh shit, i still have lots of homework!
promised to finish them by tomorrow cos cactushead coming back.
rawr.
D:

nvm, shall chiong later!
since i dont have to wake up early tomorrow.
:D

with love, all!
<3

8:02 PM

suparrrr fat.
i gained like 5kg!
was complaining to merv last night.
D:<

let's scam coke machines next time, merv!
free drinks yay!
:D

went out with sheryl!
wahaha, i love her muchly.
<3

life's been boring.
):

people please help me (and dad)!
he sponsor like $100+ for the bbq food lor.
you all ah never appreciate all eat only and play with fire...
(rants on and on)

haha, joking!
q:
but if you are free please come help cos he need people!
just set up and manage games stall.
games for kiasu people usually at exhibitions that kind!
yea, easy peasy lah.
(do i sound convincing? :D)

blah.
shall try to do a newspaper article later.

3 more days to 7th december!
candy machine, giant monkey, movie marathons, ben&jerry's, carls' jr..
<3

8:32 PM

HELP!

my dad needs volunteers to help at games stall on 17 December in the afternoon (around 2-3).

anyone can help?

i need people urgently.. D:

plus, he can write letter to school for cca points cos this is considered CIP (not confirm).

anyone can helppppppppp?

D:

9:35 AM

keith haring is love.
<3

11:06 PM

rawr, yesterday was a bad bad day.
D:<

i will do homework today!
i will do homework today!
i will do homework today!
i will do homework today!
i will do homework today!

okay i hope that helped to brainwash me.
(:

aww i'm so looking forward to monday with sheryl!
<3

and i havent met clique for a long long time.
))))))))))))))):

10:45 AM