anngee.


eliudnir.
in Norse mythology, Eliudnir was Hel's hall, located in her domain, the underworld.



past.
October 2006 November 2006 December 2006 January 2007 February 2007 March 2007 April 2007 May 2007 June 2007 July 2007

speak.

look, octopi. <3


haha, toilet bowl scrubs with suction.
had a blast with them.

okay i'm bored.
finished sophie scholl and the white rose.
now i have nothing to do.

somebody go out with me!

i need money! >:|

))))):

2:30 PM

i dont like to feel left out. ):
maybe it's just that i'm a people-pleaser.
i dont like people to detest me.
):

i think i'm getting depressed again.
D:

sometimes i dont know what i want.
i care about my looks, my friends, my school results.
where do these get me?
it's all so shallow.
it doesnt help me to achieve anything at all.

i dont really have an ambition or goal.
all i want to do is art and music.
but i'm not talented at either of them.
why do things always turn out like this?

sometimes i just find no meaning in life.
it always contradicts itself.
from the day we're born, we're waiting for death to arrive.
isn't it a waste of time?
like a fatal disease with a 100% death rate.
and the worst thing is, it's an epidemic.

sometimes i will dream of going somewhere, a place where loneliness and sadness doesnt exist.
i think that's the place where the land and the sky meet, somewhere in the horizon.
but nobody can reach that place.
nobody can reach the end of the horizon.
simply because it doesnt exist.
it's an illusion.

but someday, i will want to go to that place.
(:

shoot the butterflies. -shot in the head.

11:09 PM

i love clique!
i love 38s!

okay i'm done with my declarations of love!

: D

(because 2 people requested for them. : D)

i love sheryl too!
because she wants me to say so!(:
(i really do okay?)

1:30 PM

copyright, me.

10:48 PM

aww.

sometimes i feel so lonely even though i'm not alone.
)))))):

sorry to my clique, i wasnt in the best of moods today.
i really hope you all understand.

aww mr ang aint gonna be teaching us next year.
damn school and their damn teaching appointments.
shouldnt our teachers follow us up to sec4?
then we dont have to waste time adapting to another teacher's teaching style.
aww we'll miss mr ang.
he's such an affable teacher.
304 loves him too!
):

9:25 PM

today is such a boring day. >:|

the teachers decided to show some stupid movie which obviously no one wanted to watch but were forced to.
so i sat with the 38s and fooled around!
(:
hahaha. anytime is fun with them!

after recess was real boring too.
supposed to stay in class to do nothing.
lucky that school ends at 12.30 today.
hahaha, 1 hour after recess only! (:
so i went to find the 38s, and they were playing all sorts of games.
wahaha. relieving childhood memories? :D

fun fun afternoon.
went to vivocity with cactushead again.
i got an animal alley rose!
wahaha.
wanted to get a monkey too but didnt want to regret. :|
i got my tim tams too! :D
i love tim tams.
hehehe.

oh yea, guess what we saw at toys 'r' us?


geoffrey caught with his pants down!
: DDD
what a sick flasher. (:

9:58 PM

outing with clique minus jas, who was with her meat. ):
awwww i want her there too!
DDDD:

anyway, vivocity had no row of seats left for the four of us, so we had to go to cathay to catch deathnote.
running around singapore!
wahaha.

and can i say, i love the show!



wahaha, L is sooooooooo cute!


lookie at how he holds his phone!

wahaha i think i'm in love! (:

okay kidding! :D
but he really is very very cute.

aww i shall go look at L now.
hehehe.

9:08 PM

OMG VILLE VALO IS SO F*CKING HAWTTT.

<3333

9:30 AM

aww i got stabbed OUCH by jas! :O

Bold the statement that are true to you
Italise the statement that you wish to be true
Leave the Fibs alone
Then, stab 5 person to do the same test(:

I miss somebody right now
I do not watch tv these days
I love to play video qames
I have tried marijuana
I have been in threesome
I believe honesty is the best policy
I have changed mentally over the last year
I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me
I curse
I'm totally smart
I've broken someone's bones
I'm paranoid sometimes
I would have a plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost & scar-free
I need money right now
I love sushi
I talk really, really fast
I have long hair
I have lost money in las vegas
I have at least one siblings
I have worn fake hair / fingernails / eyelashes in the past
I couldn't survive without caller ID
I am usually pessimistic
I have alot of mood swings
I have a hidden talent
I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar i have
I have alot of friends
I am currently single
I have pecked someone of the same sex
I enjoy talking on phone
I would rather shop than eat
I don't hate anyone
I'm a pretty good dancer
I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother
I have a cell phone
I believed in god
I watch MTV on a daily basis
I have passed out drunk on the past six months
I've rejected someone before
I want to have children in the future
I have changed a diaper before
I've called the cops on a friend before
I'm not allergic to anything
I have a lot to learn
I'm shy around members of the opposite sex
I have made a move on a friend's significant other or crush in the past
I have tried alcohol before
I own the South Park movie
I would die for my best friend
I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza
I have used my sexuality to advance my career
I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all
Halloween is awesome because you get free candy
I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it
I am happy at this moment
I'm obsessed with guys
I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I've ever met (super true!)
I study for tests most of the time
I am comfortable with who I am right now
I have more than just my ears pierced
I walk barefoot wherever I can
I have jumped off a bridge
I love sea turtles
I spend ridiculous money on makeup
Plan on achieving a major goal/dream
I'm proficient in a musical instrument
I worked at McDonald's restaurant
I hate office jobs
I love sci-fi movies
I think water rules
I went college out of state
I like sausages
I love kisses
I fall for the worst people
I adore bright colours
I can't live without black eyeliner
I don't know why the hell I just did this stupid thing
I usually like covers better than originals
I can pick up things with my toes
I can't whistle
I can move my tongue in waves, much like a snake's slither
I have ridden/owned a horse
I still have every journal I've written in
I can't stick to a diet ):
I talk in my sleep
I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions
I have jazz in my blood
Climbing trees is a brilliant past-time
I wear a toe ring
I can't stand at least one person that I work with
I am a caffeine junkie
I cosplay or know what cosplaying is
I have been to over 15 conventions
I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical the better
I'm an artist
I only clean my room when necessary
I like a person of the same sex (LOTS!)
I love being happy
I am an adrenaline junkie

Here are those who deserve being stabbed in their backs :
haha, whoever! i dont know.

okay, quiz is over and done with. (:

i went to vivocity with cactushead today.
and guess what, we bought a cactus each! (:
haha i love cacti.

walked until my legs hurt like hell but i enjoyed it.
i mean the shopping, not the pain.
and i banged my back on a zara rack lor. >:|
but never mind, i still love their clothes can!
hehehe!
however, no money = no shopping = no clothes.
):
never mind, one day i shall drag my parents there.
hehehe! (:

and yup, the 3rd level is like super nice, although i cant see a thing cos of the haze.
>:|
haha, cactushead threw jellybeans down.
how inconsiderate. >:|
lol nevermind.
some fat guy fell over a table and broke the marble surface lor.
and he ran away!
more inconsiderate than throwing jellybeans lor.
i mean, he broke such an expensive thing and he just ran off.
>:|

about the jellybeans, ): i didnt get a single toasted marshmallow flavour one in the whole tube.
how sad! ):
got loads of liquorice ones which are just plain gross.
(you can guess which are the ones we threw, hehe)

oh yea, we ate carls' jr, which was heavenly can!
hehehe.
cant stop eating.
i'm getting super fat! ):



wahahaha.

9:08 PM

today was such a stupid day in school that i shall not elaborate about it at all.
it was like suparrrr boring lor.
waste like 6 hours of my life.
>:|

but but but, after school we went to pulau semakau which was..fun?
yea, sorta. (:
looong ferry ride which was a pain in the ass.
and i had cramps which almost killed me!
damn.
>:|

but still!
how often can you go to a landfill island. (:
the presentation was real boring though, fell asleep.
so sorry to the mr peter! i didnt laugh at your pronunciation can. (:
such a nice girl i am.
((((((((:
okay no, i'm not. but i really didnt laugh! (:

haha i can see pulau semakau on google earth!
go find it, it has a really cute shape.
they didnt label the pirate hideout place thingy though.
forgot what it's called.
it's even cuter than pulau semakau.
it's dome shaped and stuff, dunno why i seem to like the shape?
whatever, haha. (:

OMG, google earth took a picture of a whole bunch of ships and tankers loitering around in the sea!
now i believe the MPA guy who gave a presentation that day! :O
they look like plastic bottles floating in the ocean from google earth.
bwahaha. (:

9:45 PM

got back all our exam results today.
didnt do really well, but not very badly either.
except for elective history.
aww i failed the shitty subject.
|:

haha, sorta disappointed with my amaths too although i didnt do badly for it.
hmm i have high expectations of my amaths.
but it's over!
results are back, we cant change it anyway.
heh. (:

cheer up jas!
if you think you didnt meet your expectations this time, you can always work harder for the next exam! (:
this exam is over already so let's not think about it anymore yea?

cheer up merv!
for your amaths! yep yep let's all work harder! 404'07 right, shir always says! (:

hmm well everybody's gonna be promoted to 404'07 together so yep, jiayou all next year! (:

awww today is such a tiring day. ><
i shall go sleep soon!
(:

11:01 PM

i completed the puzzle.
(((((((:



yay.

shall wait for my instant noodles now.

sheryl is out with yap. (:
nvm, some other day.
hehe.

oh the psi now is 70! (:
great.
i want rainnnnnnn to clear the haze. |:

12:50 PM

aww i keep playing o2jam these few days. : O

anyway i did most of the puzzle yesterday to get my mind off stuff.
hahaha. |:

gahhhh boring.
i think i'm going out with my darling sheryl later. (:

awwwww, i'm sorry about last night. ):

9:57 AM

just now i pretended i was okay, but now the truth really hit my hard.
after all it was expected, i really slacked alot and only started to be serious a few months before the exams.
all i was hoping for was a pass.

))))):
aww i want to cry now.
[no, i wont i wont!]

maybe i should try to let go.
after all, failure comes to everybody.

i guess i expect too much of myself.
i guess i'm a perfectionist in some way.

and and and, i had to fail in something that really interested me.
seemed like yesterday that i asked my parents to sign me up for lessons.
|:

it's okay.
i still love piano, i still love music.
i'm going to work hard this time, for myself.

feb/march 2007.
(:

anngee you can do it!

[sheryl, thanks so much for being there! i love you babe.]

thanks so much for your concern. i love you.
[hope you like the cake!]

9:21 PM

i failed my grade 8
by a freaking FOUR marks.

))))))))):

stupid aural killed me.
to hell with it!

i hate the feeling of being a failure.

i'm a failure.

8:46 PM

aww havent been blogging much recently.
damn tired. ><

lots of stuff happened these few days but i'm really tired so i wont be blogging about them.
(maybe some other time.)

taking a break now cos exams are over!
(:

anyway, went to watch scoop just now!
quite a nice movie, plus plus plus it has hugh jackman who is my god! <3
so yep! go catch it!
cute story plot too. (:

and and and, I SAW THE BUNNYSUTRA WATCH AT PS. : DDDD
oh my love!
$106! can jump already! ):

awwwww i want o2jam.
how retro. : D
(it rocks can!)

*yawns.
goodnight all!
i cant stay awake any longer. (:

10:41 PM

I LOVE.! <333

shall save money for it. : DDDD

ahhhhhhh how cute.

funky red tie and freckle! <3

[EDIT: walau, no more bunnysutra! ): oh man i should have bought it the last time.]

9:31 PM

OMG BAD DAY! ))):

dropped my beautiful and flawless phone on the ROAD.
DAMN!
it didnt have any scratches and now it has scars all over!
i mean ABRASION marks too. )):
@#$)^&*.
and the thing is,
I JUST TOOK OUT MY PHONE COVER YESTERDAY.
how lucky can i get.
grrrrrrrr.

>:|

damn. damndamndamn!
damnnnnnn.

BOYCOTT FRIDAY13TH!
(i told you it sucked. thursday12th is wayyy better aint it!)

i feel like drinking barley. :|

8:32 PM

[EDIT: THURSDAY12TH! my favourite day. what's the big deal about friday13th? thursday12th is nicer. :D ]

exams are OVERRRRRRRR : DD

amaths 1 was horrible. ><
and i fell asleep during chem paper1!
gahh. ):
but it's okay.
it's over already!
cant change the answers already.

and i got my PHISH FOOD!
wheeeeeee!



yumyum.



haha we finished it at one go! : D

FAT! ):

10:20 PM

haha 2nd update in a day. lol!

haha i got a nosebleed just now.
i think the weather sucks lor.
that's why everybody is falling sick! >:|



haha look what i did.
long time no touch photoshop!
lost all my skills.
haha.

and that's why i havent started studying! : O

5:05 PM

goshhh i'm so tired. ):

stupid emaths paper, 2.5h long! can fall asleep lor. >:|
but i didnt anyway. haha.
some questions not really sure if i got them right but i figured out most of them. : O

omg i'm going to spend my whole after-exams period doing jigsaw puzzles.
saw some downstairs at rivervale plaza (lousy quality) but it seems soooo fun! : D

and yep, tomorrow is the last day of the exams, then it's freedom! hahaha.
gonna go shopping, movies, eat carls jr, b&j! : DDD and vivocity!

hahaha! : DDD

damn. i have no more motivation to study! : O

3:25 PM

i got killed by physics paper 1. ):
and i was doing tys the whole evening yesterday. >:|
could have used the time to learn about circular measure.
>:|

amaths was okay. not utterly difficult, but not easy either. :|
well there's still a paper 1. (:

omfg emaths paper2 and geog tomorrow! D:<
i hate emaths. ):

yum yum. i want to eat a cloud. : D
they look like marshmallows! <3
but not recently.
stupid haze. ):

2:18 PM

i just got killed by history and physics in the morning. O:
damn papers! ):

and my shoulder and neck hurts now cos i didnt sit properly during the exams.
damn damn! ):

hahaha i'm supposed to be studying physics and amaths but i have no mood! D:<
maybe i should wait for dad to come back and i can use his money to buy Phish Food. :DDDD

omg i need my Phish Food now! ):



yummiest ice cream evarrrr. ((:

oh, i need to buy 8days too! no time to study already, hahaha : D
and correction tape and pens. damn. ):

5:21 PM

never

drink root beer after eating garlic toast. ><

prickly tongue sensation!

8:25 AM

hahaha i finished english paper2 in 45 minutes :D
damn slack!

chem sucked lah. stupid questions. D:<><

zzz i'm waiting for a message!! ): damn late already.

1:49 PM

chinese was gawd boring. ><

anyway crapped throughout the paper and left out lots of stuff but i dont care. :D the paper's over anyway.

OH NO! I HAVENT STARTED STUDYING CHEM :O

*runs around in circles

1:44 PM

i'm tired of crying. ):

i know you are under lots of pressure too, but it doesnt give you the right to vent it out on me.

DDD:

do you believe in retribution?

^vicious cycle.

9:15 PM

sheryl says i'm lasy. D:

am not okay. i'm just lazy.

(great spelling sheryl, remember toady and oaky? so cute lah.)

wahaha. :DDD

but yup guess what, i put up a tagboard!

wow! :D

proves that i'm neither lasy nor lazy.

actually i am, i havent started studying today.
all because i was too tired.
after what happened yesterday. ):
only managed to sleep at 3am.
and i wasnt even studying. ):
but it's okay; it's over.
at least i managed to stay awake during the exam. (:

i cant believe i can fall asleep while doing tests!! >:D

7:49 PM

emaths was bad. >:|

geog was okay but my hand hurts! ):
like yj said, they should give us oral for geog. :D
hah. :D

anyway i'm lazy to put up a tagboard. haha. >:|

lalala. i love heartcakes. <3

2:23 PM

okay i screwed up today's exams. D:<

got a mental block during english paper 1 and crapped up a story. *hopes for a pass.

and ss paper was disastrous! why that @#(!* keep staring at my direction! make me panic. D:<
forgot totally about the akfd model and how to answer essay questions.

blah.

i shall go eat chocolate now. : D it makes our brains release serotonin. < 3

1:18 PM

omg. exams start tomorrow and i havent started studying. >:|
AT ALL!

my EOYs are gonecase!

(believe me when i say this, i'm actually panicking)

i procrastinate too much. :/

3:52 PM

new blog : D

8:39 PM