Wednesday, January 31, 2007
made muffins.

the lighter ones are the first batch, darker ones are the second batch.
giving the darker ones to my clique tomorrow cos i cant possibly give some light and some dark, right.
but mum said maybe i could like bring 3 dark and 3 light ones and see which ones are more delicious.
if she isnt smart, then i dont know what she is.
maybe i'll listen to her.
parents say darker ones are more successful.
i dont know, what colour are muffins supposed to be?
rah.
i wish to go back to the past.
things were so much better then.
when did i become so emo?
i always bottle up my feelings.
in the end, everything accumulates and i dont even know what i'm crying for.
definitely not because of the seat thing, although that did dampen my mood.
let's hope i wont explode again for the rest of the year.
it always comes in a big cycle.
maybe i really have too high expectations of myself.
maybe i expect too much from myself, and others too.
too much stress aint good yea.
sorry sheryl.
sorry clique.
maybe i'm the only one who can help myself, but i dont know how either.
enough of all the emo shit.
here's me wearing the skinny jeans i bought from topshop.

stupid yellow fan in the picture.
oh yea, might be going to project garage on 9feb.
sounds fun.
6:31 PM