lipgloss lies

2007-07-11T18:52:00.000+08:00

http://www.anngeeeee.wordpress.com

*grins

2007-07-08T21:57:00.000+08:00

ABSYNTHE.

anyhoo..
my threadless shirts are here!
:DDDD

packed by the lovely joanna!

look, the real deal!

belated birthday present for the boy.

it fits quite nicely actually.

i am very happy.
and i am not a communist, by the way.

2007-07-03T22:29:00.000+08:00

i need to upload photos of absynthe!
she is sooooo love.
now my pullip family has a goth chick in sweetie pie disguise and a sexy biker punk who looks like nana.
all i need is a rock band guitarist (lead), a lolita chick (aquel) and a hide lookalike (hash)!!
AND, i found a great deal on nina&sage that day at china square central.
2 for $250!
that's the same price i paid for absynthe (rida).
i mean like $125 if your maths is that bad.
considering the fact that nina&sage were released more than a year ago and they're really popular..
it's a DAMN GOOD deal can!
no more for now though.
you can never stop at one..

oops i'm ranting about pullips again!!

money money money..!
):

and i just paid the remaining amount for the threadless shirts!
most likely they'll be sent out tomorrow and i'll get it by this week.
love!
:DDDD

i'm like sooooo lagging behind on schoolwork!
lots of assignments not done.
plus i got a history test tomorrow.
dunno if i should study but i dont think there's much time left.

feeling kinda depressed recently.
especially in the morning.

plus there's no more chocolate milk.
damn.

2007-06-22T21:51:00.001+08:00

YAY i got a reply from ninedegree!
i'll be getting my rida on sunday! (most probably)
:DDDDDDDDD

damn broke now.
ordered an elmo junkfood tee and 2 threadless tees!
i love spreeing haha.
too bad it makes me broke.
plus the doll!

shall save up when school reopens.
damn la havent study at all.
i cant even remember what homework i have.
it's just that everytime i'm at home i get so distracted by com and other stuff that i cant be bothered to do my homework.
bleah. q:

sometimes it's funny to listen to people bitching about people you dont know.
somehow you form an impression of said bitched-about person.
like how fat, how big their nostrils are, how cocked up their hair is..
it's hilarious but real, real bad.

shall go offer myself as a human sacrifice now.
committed too many sins.
heh.
(;

2007-06-16T23:15:00.000+08:00

yay spread the pullip love.

damn i serious need to study.
no mood at all!

maybe should go with sherman to do the study room thingy again.
just that i am creeped out by the staring woman.
plus we have like, 2.5-hour lunches so the day isnt that productive.

zzzzzzzzz.

2007-06-13T00:02:00.000+08:00

damn you todd goldman.
blatantly ripping others' designs and using them to make money.
i hate david and goliath now.

2007-06-11T20:56:00.000+08:00

no one's been asking me out.
):

i am literally rotting at home.
cant be bothered to do any homework.
):

rida or lead?
i want rida badly, i love her stock outfit.
plus she's like so hard to find now.
butbutbut lead is soooooo handsome.
):

blah.
sad sad sad.

2007-06-08T22:01:00.000+08:00

baaaaaaaaack from shopping with cactushead and sherman!

walked around town then bugis.
but i didnt buy anything in the end!
sherman finally bought his vest though.
guys stuff are always expensive.

spent a million bucks on food.
getting fat again.

i am still procrastinating about revising during june holidays.
stressed.

2007-06-06T19:06:00.000+08:00

my lovely alegra.

new eyelashes!

she so needs a new wig. her stock wig has so many knots and tangles, plus the frizz is acting up.
i need someone who has paypal!!
D:

2007-06-05T22:30:00.000+08:00

today's date is 05/06/07, as pointed out by sandra.
observant.
(:

woohoo cp has many gashapon machines!
i think i'm gonna become broke playing all of them.
spent 5 bucks on 2 machines already.

no more spending!!
i've deposited all my money into my bank account.
but i have sooooo many things to buy..

and i need my 3 dolls!!
grrrrrr.

2007-06-02T11:43:00.001+08:00

sorry clique!
ran off halfway yesterday.
):

relations between north and south korea are now peaceful.
good metaphor.
(:

went to the get high! concert in support of the straits times school pocket money fund.
didnt watch CSS, but went there just for the sake of it.
hey come on, i'm helping poor kids hor!
had to sit on the floor (what do you expect for $5) and my ass hurt like crazy after the performances ended.
and somebody with BO just had to sit in our proximity.
damn!

after that went to eat at newton cos we didnt know how to go to serangoon gardens.
reached home at 12+ and got scolded like siao, damn!

it's okay, i shall prove to my parents that i can keep to my curfew, okay!

2007-05-29T08:31:00.000+08:00

OMG i need like monayyyyye.

craving for the august pullip and taeyang!
and i havent got my lead, damn!!

oh no i'm obsessed with dolls.!

oh, plus jack sparrow is teh seckzsx.
watched pirates of the caribbean: at world's end yesterday!
is love.
<3

was supposed to go queue for donuts yesterday.
oh well, think i'll be going today then.
see how.
:D

2007-05-23T21:52:00.000+08:00

p!atd.

i am so in love with them ALLLLLLLL.

arent they cute?
talented too.
<3

2007-05-23T20:39:00.000+08:00

OH MY GOD.

I WANT I WANT I WANT.
BUT I CANT!!

D:

2007-05-16T18:04:00.000+08:00

no one reads my blog.
):

blah, vomited again in the morning.
feeling horrid.
lots of pictures to put up but i'm lazy.

anyway,
no one reads my blog.

2007-05-12T09:47:00.000+08:00

meet alegra!

2007-05-10T16:10:00.001+08:00

Which Pullip Are You?

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2007-05-10T12:36:00.000+08:00

late pics! i got her last week.
help me think of a name anyone!
: D

oh oh oh, my junkfood shirt just came!!
but my sucky phone doesnt want to be connected to the computer.
so no pics for now.
shoulders are fitting but it's too long.
HATE my broad shoulders @#&#$)#(%*!
turns out that my order got mixed up and they forgot to send the shirt.
so it got mailed out only yesterday..
and it's here today!!
<3.

have to go study for tomorrow's exam soon.
havent started!
been online since 11.
oops, heeh.

2007-05-06T16:21:00.001+08:00

blogger just ate up my post!
DIEEEEEEEE!!

well, shall blog properly after exams.
lotsa picture to put up.
(like i'm even studying? hah.)

i need my lead taeyang doll and maybe get a blanche!
she's so pretty.
bloodsucking dolls!
D:<

shall not be too bothered about such little things anymore.
they are so beneath me.
(self denial, anyone?)
:D

2007-04-29T19:37:00.000+08:00

i'm gonna collect my pullip dolls tomorrow!
and my junk food shirt is being mailed out tomorrow!

but exams start tomorrow!
nooooooooooooooo!

how to study for english anyway?
i havent started haha.
shall go read up the format later.

2007-04-28T21:11:00.000+08:00

i am so fucked up.

exams are coming but i havent started studying.
havent filed anything either.
been surfing ebay and denimology.
been confirming my pullip doll order.
trying to dig up $200 to buy those dolls.
might be going on monday to pay and collect them cos price might go up.
got screwed this morning when i accidentally clicked on 'confirm order' for a junkfood tee without knowing how to pay.
head hurts.
shoulders too.
i need to wash my jacket.
need money for tokidoki.
need to go to town.
jbrand pencil leg jeans, perhaps?
outing with oh-so-busy tiffanytan.
i miss sheryl the hot babe.
i wanna eat muffins.
got truckloads of pimples.
need a haircut!

okay rant.
whatever.

i want a hot model toy boy.
haha, kidding.
(:

2007-04-26T16:35:00.000+08:00

SUPERFINE!

hot jeans!
<3

2007-04-25T19:06:00.000+08:00

i didnt lie, i just didnt tell everything.
nobody tells me everything, i dont see why i have to.
my conscience is clear.
but i dont want misunderstandings anymore.

(ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh headache, shoulder-ache and stomachache. shall go now.)

2007-04-25T18:35:00.001+08:00

get well soon!

(i think i spread the sickness to you, hee)

2007-04-10T18:04:00.000+08:00

Panic! <3

cool video but it doesnt really go with the song, hmm. :/
and it's so NOT porn, okay.

i'm soooooo bored.
D:

i baked cooooooooooookies!
dunno if they're very nice though, heh.
shall bring some to school tomorrow.
:D

alright i need to stop procrastinating and start studying!!
seems like everybody's starting to study liao.
oh nooooooooooo.. :O

2007-04-07T11:03:00.000+08:00

i am bored.

sheryl asked me to blog so here i am!
:D

P!ATD!

2007-04-04T19:41:00.000+08:00

reached home at 7 today, damn tired.
aiya, didnt get into top 8 in the acjc geography quiz, but it's okay, quite fun actually.
the stupid quiz killed all my brain cells can.
got so many words and stuff which we didnt understand at all and we were all like 'tikam tikam'-ing, haha.

decided not to go to jc anymore.
stupid quiz made me realise how much i didnt know, lol.
still got soooooooooooo long, i dont want to think about it now!

i need to bake stuff with tiffany tan.
stupid girl, always not free one.
haha.
<3

2007-04-01T21:20:00.000+08:00

random photo post!
:D

what i wore out today.
haha i know, stupid but FUNNNNNNNNNNNNN!

eww i hate my nose, hah.

yuki yaki on 11 march 2007.

shall update with more photos next time, i'm lazy.
:D

eyeliner has been promoted to new best friend status!

2007-03-30T18:48:00.000+08:00

sports day tomorrow!
zzzzzzzzzzz.

i have nothing substantial to blog about.

ciao.

:D

2007-03-24T19:55:00.001+08:00

i couldnt care less anymore.

:D

2007-03-21T18:19:00.000+08:00

EXCLUSIVITY SHOULDNT EXIST IN A CLIQUE.

man, now i feel so left out.
no one really cares how i feel anyway, right?
nobody treats me as a friend.
friends shouldnt be competitive.
they should care for each other shouldnt they?
i've put in effort to be friends, but what do i get?
am i really that detestable?
why?
i'm not popular or pretty, but still,
i'm human.

2007-03-17T15:37:00.001+08:00

updated ECSTASEE.

2007-03-16T23:46:00.000+08:00

back from shopping with tiffany.

<33

rah, a mountain of homework awaits me.
plus havent started studying for anything!

2007-03-14T23:38:00.000+08:00

ahh stress.

and no way to release it. ):

nobody is ever here for me!!
not fair.

2007-03-13T23:09:00.000+08:00

I LOOOOOOOOOOOOVE MY MUM!
<3

from now on, i promise not to disappoint her and to help her do her office stuff whenever she needs help.

2007-03-08T19:34:00.000+08:00

i wish i'd get emo at night rather than in the morning.
people think i'm fucked up cos i break down almost every morning.

yep, i get affected by people's mood easily.

going through depressive waves again.
hate school life.

):

2007-03-04T21:53:00.000+08:00

click to enlarge

love the jacket but it's limited edition and only left XL size.
this always happens, i see something nice and save like crazy for it only to find that everyone else is wearing/carrying the same thing or it's out of stock or no size.
!@(*&#*&^@)#(*$*!&^@$!

and i need a cheap jacket which i can bear to leave in school.
no point carrying my jacket to and fro everyday.

next thing im aiming for: ipod nano red, river island wallet.

i need moneyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!
D:

2007-03-03T10:43:00.000+08:00

nothing to blog about.
life sucks.

been getting mood swings for no reason at all and pissing my clique off.
i'm so sorry.
):

thanks sheryl for eating ice cream with me yesterday!
depression period ends for this week.

2007-02-25T21:22:00.000+08:00

havent blogged in a million years.
D:

new bedsheets for new year!

cute right.
yea i know my bed is messy.
:D

grandma's bedsheet.
love the pattern.

so far i've been slacking everyday.
need to get some motivation to study already.
aww, o levels coming plus this year we have it early.
D:
i dont want!!
someone save me!

and tiffany's birthday is coming soon, i have no idea what to get her!

oh yea, barracuda board won 1st for house notice board!
wheeeeeeeeeeeee!
:D
although i'm not in the committee, i still played a part in the designing of the board!
so i feel a little bit of accomplishment too.
but really, sheryl and ziyun are love.
they did everything else besides the designing!
like the cutting of the cardboard which i know was really taxing.
love!

ahhhh nothing to blog about anymore.
parents are home, bye blog.
:]

2007-02-20T23:37:00.000+08:00

i'm lusting for the b.fendi watch!!

damn, i need money quick.

2007-02-15T22:46:00.001+08:00

when i see everyone getting along and being happy,

i feel so lonely.
no one's there.

2007-02-11T21:18:00.000+08:00

bleh.
i hate the stupid rubberband i have to wear on my braces now.
it's damn annoying lor, and now i got so many ulcers.
itchy tongue loves to fondle the rubberband.
oops that sounds wroooong.

yay i love tiffany.
talking to her on msn now.
havent gone out for a long time!
got so many things to catch up on.
i'm going to make something just for her on vday!
bestie!
: D

i'm like bored.
no motivation to start studying.
):

stressed but procrastinating!!

2007-02-08T19:16:00.000+08:00

inline skating <3

i'm so in love with the white skates can.
gonna buy it if i have the money and parents allow.
(:

truffles, muffins, cupcakes.
<3

damn tired and i still have tuition.

someone save me from the horrible differentiation test next week.

2007-02-07T19:58:00.000+08:00

going down, down,

d
o
w
n
.

2007-02-07T17:02:00.000+08:00

how fun to be left out.

2007-02-03T08:47:00.000+08:00

real tired.

someone save me.

2007-01-31T18:31:00.000+08:00

made muffins.

the lighter ones are the first batch, darker ones are the second batch.
giving the darker ones to my clique tomorrow cos i cant possibly give some light and some dark, right.
but mum said maybe i could like bring 3 dark and 3 light ones and see which ones are more delicious.
if she isnt smart, then i dont know what she is.
maybe i'll listen to her.

parents say darker ones are more successful.
i dont know, what colour are muffins supposed to be?

rah.
i wish to go back to the past.
things were so much better then.

when did i become so emo?

i always bottle up my feelings.
in the end, everything accumulates and i dont even know what i'm crying for.
definitely not because of the seat thing, although that did dampen my mood.
let's hope i wont explode again for the rest of the year.
it always comes in a big cycle.

maybe i really have too high expectations of myself.
maybe i expect too much from myself, and others too.
too much stress aint good yea.

sorry sheryl.
sorry clique.

maybe i'm the only one who can help myself, but i dont know how either.

enough of all the emo shit.

here's me wearing the skinny jeans i bought from topshop.

stupid yellow fan in the picture.

oh yea, might be going to project garage on 9feb.
sounds fun.

2007-01-27T21:16:00.000+08:00

MAT MAT MAT!
<3

i'm super obsessed with mat suddenly.
deathnote rocks lah, bobian.
:D

had a nice chat with merv about my display pic (LxMatsu), singapore's soccer skills, the end of the world, sacrifices and umm..lard.

yes the last three are related by a certain stubby-armpit-haired old hag.

(:

2007-01-27T11:45:00.001+08:00

inspiring.

:')

2007-01-27T08:17:00.000+08:00

i slept for more than 12 hours from yesterday evening till about an hour ago.
haha, good.
i've slept all my troubles away.

anyway, why is the world filled with insensitive jerks?
D:<

ate ice cream yesterday with sheryl.
always when we go eat ice cream, we're supposed to talk about sad stuff but end up talking about happy stuff!
and i saw the deathnote 13 how to read at comics connection.
yay for L Lawliet!
: D
i love sheryl!

okay off to do the cuda board thingy.

2007-01-22T17:03:00.001+08:00

i am not someone you come to only when you need help.

and ignore any other time.

2007-01-21T22:42:00.000+08:00

i tried making a sugar cookie but it turned out like a cake.
so now it's a sugar cake.

yes i dont have a more appealing plate.
well it tastes good and that's all i care about.
(:

baking seems to have become some sort of therapy for me, haha.
i'm like addicted to baking stuff even though they always turn out wrong cos i never ever measure the ingredients properly.
i still got a box of blueberry muffin mix.
yum, blueberries.
and mixes never go wrong.

anyway, i've been thinking about weddings cos i went to one yesterday.
at grand hyatt omg please!
the theme was like all black and stuff, which is really nice, but still a little traditional cos of the sit down dinner sort of thing.

i'm gonna have a masquerade partaye!
and we'll dress gothic, heh.
okay maybe too early to plan a wedding, lol.

anyway, i am getting like super fat cos of eating alot for 3 consecutive days!
bbq on friday, wedding dinner on saturday and went to eat with aunt today.
at least cactushead gave me florida's natural which is low fat.
i ate 6 out of 8 packets in 1 day, omgggggggggg!

i'm becoming oversensitive again.
sheryl i need ice creammmmmmm!

come to decide that the things that i tried were in my life just to get high on
when i sit alone, come get a little known
but i need more than myself this time
step from the road to the sea to the sky, and i do believe that we rely on
when i lay it on, come get to play it on
all my life to sacrifice

2007-01-20T14:26:00.000+08:00

I'M SICK AND TIRED OF LIFE BECAUSE I DONT BELONG AT ALL.

EVERYONE IS JUST ACTING, AND I'M PLAY ACTING ALONG.

ALL I WANTED WAS FOR EVERYTHING TO FALL IN PLACE.

2007-01-17T23:08:00.000+08:00

maybe.
:|

2007-01-17T22:46:00.000+08:00

melloXmatt is teh hawt.

matsuXL is damn hawttt too but got obscene content so cant post, haha.

roarrrrr yaoi. <3

today i finished clearing my shelf.
(:

okay random.
i've nothing to blog about.

go ahead, shoot me.

2007-01-17T17:41:00.000+08:00

there are things even the smartest person on earth will not know.
just because they are good in a certain aspect, it doesnt mean that they can understand everything just by listening once.

emo last night.
):

glad that the amaths test is over and done with.
i almost went crazy last night cos i fell asleep and didnt have time to practice some maths.
and had to correct the poster for modular sports too.

well i think i need to sleep early today.

2007-01-15T17:25:00.000+08:00

I MADE COOKIES YESTERDAY!
: D

too bad i forgot to take pictures, haha.

i made 6 big cookies for clique and sheryl.
then 10 small ones for cactushead.
ate the remaining myself.

when i went to pass cactushead the cookies he only had 5 left, haha!
cos we ate 5 ourselves.
: D

baking is fun fun fun!
<3

jappy cheer up!
: O

2007-01-13T22:31:00.000+08:00

ning'r and sheryl both tagged me to do the 5 things thingy.

okay so here i am.

you make a list of 5 things not many people know about you.
then you tag 5 other people to do the same!

1. i'm particular about my hands. i dont like my hands to be oily or dirty, and when i feel so, i'll wash them. sometimes even for no reason at all, i'll just go wash my hands. and when i'm super lazy, i'll even eat stuff by holding them with a piece of tissue so my hands wont be oily. (ask anyone who knows me, ha.)

2. i hate mainstream music. i dont like pop songs and all that sort of shit. i love rock/heavy metal. but i dont like people who blast their music. i certainly dont. it's already loud so i see no point in blasting anyway, as long as i can hear and appreciate it. plus i dont want to be deaf in 10 years' time.

3. i love body mod. piercings and tattoos. but not to the extreme, just a few. i believe it's a way of expressing who you are. when i get my braces off, i'm going to get snakebites. and i want tattoos. it's not just to beautify yourself. every tattoo i get will have a meaning behind it.

4. i love EGL (elegant gothic lolita) style, but i just dont have the money to buy the clothes, haha. i can make them but i'm too lazy. so for now, i'll just admire pictures. if i have the money i will get all those clothes. and yes, i dare to wear it out to town, or anywhere actually.

5. one of my fantasies: to turn a gay guy straight. it's a challenge okay? but i no charm lah so cannot say anything for now. gays are hawt. that's why i love yaoi too. hot boy-on-boy actionnn! i mean passion, hehe.

okay now to tag 5 people.
i feel like i'm implicating them when i tag them, haha.
1. jas
2. van
3. shir
4. mervin
5. anyone else!

okay done.
(:

and i finished the poster i was supposed to do for modular sports!
yay i love it much.
:D

dont worry you guys will get to see it sooooooooon!

2007-01-12T18:35:00.000+08:00

i just realised how HAWT mello is after looking through tons of deathnote yaoi.

but L is still #1.
(:

haha my yaoi madness is BACKKKKKKKKKKK.
with a vengeance!
: D

*rants on and on

2007-01-11T17:18:00.000+08:00

I FINISHED READING DEATHNOTE!
:D

haha light died in the end.
but the middle part of the story was screwed cos it's too confusing, what with the mello and near stuff.
L SHOULDNT HAVE DIED SO EARLY IN THE STORY CAN.
D:<

i have tuition at 8 and i still havent started on maths homework and studying for the chinese test tomorrow.
i havent even bathed, haha.
i need to bake something, anything.
someone please help me unpack the ovennnnnnn!

okay going off soon.
just finished helping jacq print her essay.
(:

2007-01-10T22:34:00.000+08:00

yes i havent been blogging for a long time.

been getting a little emo recently, i guess i have too much stress as well.
stupid o levels.
yeah i know it's sort of early to be worrying about it.
but i'm just pressuring myself to do well.
i dont even know what i want to do when i grow up.
so that's my analysis: do well, then you can do anything you like.

well whatever.
let's just live life one day at a time for now.
(i'll try anyway.)

i miss tiffany so much.
no more chinese tuition meaning no more slacking in potato's class.
no more going out after tuition to shop.
been thinking of how long we knew each other already.
(:

thanks for the oven too tifa!
i love you sooooo much! <3
but i havent finished the watermelon bag cos i cant figure out how to do the zip.
it's okay, i shall put in more effort because i owe you tooooo much for the oven!

oh no i need ice cream.
but i've been getting fat.
):

today's cca meeting was okay i guess.
designing the poster is my job again.
i've been a little out of touch with photoshop.
poor thing, i've neglected it for so long.
hahaha.

something random.
i saw this on the back of a bus seat.

haha twit.
and you got your bases all wrong.

well i've finally updated to the google blogger.
cos i couldnt click on 'edit html' in the old one.
annoying shit.

2007-01-06T19:30:00.000+08:00

haha, i tried making the candy wrapper bracelet with paper.
turned out too thick.

my life is boring.

2007-01-05T21:14:00.000+08:00

emo again.

ah well no one even bothers.

2007-01-04T18:39:00.000+08:00

i dont know why i seem okay in school.
but at home..
):

i guess i have lots of troubles nowadays, especially since school has started again.

i dont know how to tell people what i'm dissatisfied with cos i know they will badmouth me behind my back anyway.
sometimes i really wish that i wont give a damn, but i do.
i'm a people-pleaser, actually.
i dont like people to be pissed at me and stuff.
but i know many people are.
plus, i'm antisocial.
cant maintain conversations.
well..i hope everything can be well soon.
it's annoying my guts out.

(maybe i just cant fit in.)

2007-01-03T17:28:00.000+08:00

if i'm unwelcome, why dont you just tell me so and i'll scram, instead of trying to drop subtle (okay, maybe not since i noticed it) hints to ask me to get lost?

maybe i'm a tad sensitive, but i dont like to feel this way.

2007-01-02T19:49:00.000+08:00

Small town homecoming queen
She's the star in this scene
There's no way to deny she's lovely
Perfect skin, perfect hair
Perfumed hearts everywhere
Tell myself that inside she's ugly
Maybe I'm just jealous
I can't help but hate her
Secretly I wonder if my boyfriend wants to date her

She is the prom queen I'm in the marching band
She is a cheerleader I'm sitting in the stands
She gets the top bunk I'm sleeping on the floor
She's Miss America and I'm just the girl next door

Senior class president
She must be heaven sent
She was never the last one standing
A backseat debutante
Everything that you want
Never to harsh or too demanding
Maybe I'll admit it
I'm a little bitter
Everybody loves her but I just wanna hit her

She is the prom queen I'm in the marching band
She is a cheerleader I'm sitting in the stands
She gets the top bunk I'm sleeping on the floor
She's Miss America and I'm just the girl next door
Oh and I'm just the girl next door

I don't know why I'm feeling sorry for myself
I spend all my time wishing that I was someone else

She is the prom queen I'm in the marching band
She is a cheerleader I'm sitting in the stands
I get a little bit, she gets a little more
She's Miss America and... she's Miss America
I'm just the girl next door...

2007-01-01T22:21:00.000+08:00

well i've done half of the starburst shoes!
(that means 1 shoe of the pair)
rejoice!
(:

i've gained 5kg, which is suparrrrrr bad.
):

but i've decided not to diet or do anything with extreme measures.
cos that time, i started getting headaches and felt dizzy all the time.
well i shall try to control my diet!

the 2 pints of ben&jerry's in my fridge are NOT helping me in any way.

2007-01-01T00:00:00.000+08:00

happy new year everybody!

actually 2006 hasnt been a really good year for me.
lots of stuff i havent done and it's a new year already.
many problems as well, though most are caused by my self-esteem actually.
i really hope that 2007 will be good for me and everything will work out well.
especially since it's O'levels year.
i dont want my own thoughts to fuck my mind up.
:|

what sheryl told me that day is probably the most sensible thing i've heard.
all that stuff about happiness.
at least she's there for me when i need someone.
thank you! <3

ohhhh, tiffany made cookies and saved some for me!
yay i love her too.
<3

2006-12-29T23:58:00.000+08:00

sometimes i dont feel like part of the group at all.
just cos i'm not as sociable, popular, pretty, friendly..
i dont need people fawning over me but i just need a true friend.
life's a bitch.

emo shiat.

2006-12-29T23:26:00.000+08:00

today's afternoon was spent making the custom made bracelet for tifa who's giving it to a friend.
will post details on ECSTASEEshop.

after that went to mr kelvin ng's bbq!
met jacq at 4, and she bought marshmallows.
took the super long bus ride to east coast park.
i dont understand why they dont make a bus go all the way in.
haha, anyway.

reached there too early so we watched the 3 guys rollerblade.
they are uber pro can!
doing stunts and all that.
jacq and i started laughing at weird people in the park, like those who swing their arms funny.
and all the topless old ah peks.
oops! hehe.
:|

bbq started after we came back from the toilet.
it was real weird cos the students from the different branches didnt know each other at all.
then everyone was sorta like, formed into their own cliques.
which left jacq and me by ourselves.
super weird cos we didnt know anyone, or those from sengkang branch already had their own cliques and we werent familiar with them.
so we just stoned and kept walking in circles around the pit.
looked real dumb.
ate only a little and went off already.
sorta fun cos it's a bbq and bbqs are always fun!
thanks mr ng, hehe. (:
oh yea mr ng's wife is prettaye!

jacq and i actually went to subway to eat a 6inch cold cut trio!
after the bbq leh, lol.
i love subway much.
:D

and and and.
ECP coffee bean still has leftover gingerbread men!
the super big one with 3 buttons.
and it's only $2.20.
even cheaper than the carrefour one which is sooo tiny and overpriced.
aww damn i'm craving it now again.
should have bought one more back.
they still have 2 more if i'm not wrong!
cos at first they had 4 and jacq and i bought one each.

okay, really random post today.
:|

i have so much homework which i havent completed.
plus i have dental and piano tomorrow so i wont have enough time to finish all the damn homework.
school's reopening soon and i havent prepared anything.
nor have i started practicing piano seriously.
shit, i dont wanna fail again. ):
plus, 31dec will probably be the only day i have left to enjoy myself..
DD:

2006-12-26T20:55:00.000+08:00

it's better to hurt yourself than to hurt others.
oh god i feel terrible.
i hate that feeling.
maybe i'm just too sensitive and emotional.

just drank the disgusting medicine.
i'm so tired.
not physically, but emotionally.
i need sleep.
maybe forever?
:|

2006-12-25T20:37:00.000+08:00

BACKKKKKKKK from hatyai!
: D

i love thailand and all the thai people!
they are like soooooo nice can!
: D

okay let me elaborate about the trip.

23 december
went to budget terminal at around 11.
sit tiger airways, budget airline so got super squeezy seats.
and all the kiasu singaporeans went to queue up hours ago just to get good seats.
budget airline free seating ma, lol.
flight got a little delayed so had to change boarding gates, in the end the people behind us went to cut queue grr!
but it's okay, after all our air tickets $100+ only haha.
the plane is soooo small that you can actually see the front and back of the cabin!
tiny right.

flight was about 1hour+.
landed and took taxi to garden home hotel.
haha i think their hotels all have weird names.
but the hotel is not in the city, so bomb threat not as big lol.
was worrying about the bomb thing all day!

walked to the city area where it's more crowded.
ate dinner at some kopitiam-like shop.
taste good okay! : D
after that went to walk around at the night market.
cos in the morning not as nice to walk.
that's why it's called night market hehe! (:

walked the wrong way when we wanted to go back to the hotel and in the end had to walk a long way back.
took pics of the electric cables.
it's so nice!
cos sg doesnt have them up in the air, ours is underground.
but i think it's cool, a bit like old old feeling! : D

after that went back to hotel and mum and friends want go massage.
they are super strong can.
me, mum and dad were trying so hard not to scream in pain.
but it was bearable. (:
feels nice after the massage though!
the person say i'm thin and tall like her, hehe.

couldnt sleep the whole night cos of my running nose.
stupid nose. D:

24 december
woke up and ate hotel breakfast, which was damn oily, bleh!
after that we went to the market.
lots of people there buying market stuff in the morning, as usual.
i love the atmosphere there. : D
noisy, crowded, but not chaotic!
how can you find that in singapore. (:

me and mummy at market!

saw these 3 dogs wearing matching christmas clothes at the market!

arent they cute!
everybody was fawning over them.

at night there was this christmas celebration thing, held on a makeshift stage on the road.
got a guy sing a funny song with lyrics like 'shut up shut up' which is damn funny sounding!
cos of the way they speak thai.
got so many different tones.
then got 4 ah kuas dancing behind him.
quite pretty but they kept flashing the crowd!
but below got wear stuff, haha.
after their song, there were 4 HAWT guys dancing!
omgggggggg i am in love!
haha ranting.

went back to the hotel and got massage again.
mummy told me that was the main reason her friends wanted to come.
haha.
different people this time.
i got a newbie and she massage until damn pain!
she used alot of strength, heh.
was soooo tired i fell asleep immediately after they left.

25 december
merry christmas!
haha, joking.
went to a shopping centre near the train station and shopped.

LOL, engrish in the shopping centre.

after that went back to hotel via a tuk-tuk.
it was soooo nice to ride. (:

taken on a tuk-tuk

went to the airport via taxi and whee flew back!
: D

stuff i bought

clockwise from top left:
anna sui dolly girl set from dutyfree shop
belts
pants
shirt
black hat
hairband with horns and fur (LOL impulse buying)
underwear (what, you also got wear leh)
earrings
fake chanel shades
pencil case
ck one summer from dutyfree shop

schoolbag from body glove

thailand bacardi breezer (smuggled in courtesy of daddy!)
they have raspberry and lemon which cant be found in singapore can.
and a really cute canned coffee with a cat picture on it.

stuff for people:
pencil case, most likely for tifa and sheryl
boxers for cactushead (but his leg so short dunno if can wear)
fake branded shirt, 1 for clique and 1 for someone else maybe
vibrating kissing pigs for clique
belt, 1 for clique and 1 for cactushead

stupid cactushead just told me he's coming back only on wednesday.
asshole.
still say tomorrow one actually.
D:

but tomorrow is a happy day cos i going out with clique!
but no vanny! ):
and maybe no yj cos she might be tired from training!
oh yay i cant wait!
: DDDDDDDDDDD
*beams-

2006-12-21T18:35:00.000+08:00

just came back today from tiffany's 'chalet'..well actually it was just a stay yesterday at sentosa.
played some weird ps2 game the whole night cos the stupid ps2 couldnt play dvds, dunno why.
some weird game combining dragonball z, one piece and naruto.
super fun kay!
we made all 4 characters the same person and laughed at their horribly mismatched outfits.
i love sanji from one piece.
haha i'm ranting again.
anyway, we came back this morning.

tried to scam the coke machine in sentosa but failed!
their everything are !@*&ing expensive lor.

tiffany baked cookies again, haha.
i want an oven!
D:

going to thailand on saturday!
anyone wants anything?
: D

why must cactushead go back indonesia again.
rah nvm.
i told him to enjoy the bbq.
and he told me to enjoy myself in thailand too.
shant be sad cos his bbq thing is like super seldom, and his family all going.
so yup!
he went back this afternoon.
:|

2006-12-18T22:25:00.000+08:00

WTF?!

superband came out with a CHRISTMAS SONG ALBUM?

cashing in on popularity with support from lians and posers?

no offence to superband, but the marketing people are really exploiting all the bands.

i mean, those are the same christmas songs played every year, and the marketers want people to buy these albums just because their idols/annoying shit/whoever are singing those songs!

look, open your eyes wide.
superband/project superstar/campus superstar are just talentless contests organised by tv companies to exploit mindless young people to send millions of smses to support their idols and let their parents get a heart attack when they receive the bill and at the same time for the telecom operators as well as the tv companies to earn big bucks.

did i get my point across?

2006-12-18T21:43:00.000+08:00

yesterday's EP day was super tiring.
saw both the good and bad sides of people.

firstly, the kiasu residents.
all scrambling to exchange coupons for the snacks after we closed the game stalls.
making up excuses just to get more freebies.
all the coupons are free but the freebies cost money!
not to you kiasu people, but the committee paid for them, just to make this a successful event.
to make sure that the game stalls can run smoothly.
and this is all we get in return?
a bunch of people, young and old, pushing and shoving just to get something for free?
some people really can do anything for free stuff.
what a disgrace to singaporeans.

but the good side.
the girl at the same piano lesson as me, helping me at the stall.
she kept the crowd controlled and made them queue up properly during the games!
even old aunties werent spared, haha.
doesnt seem like the girl who always show attitude during piano lesson.
hehe, people have different sides to them when faced with different situations.
(:

was terribly tired yesterday.
D:

went to watch casino royale with cactushead today!
spoilers ahead!
nice movie but when james bond got whacked in the balls i didnt dare to look!
damn scary lor, lol.
i wonder why balls are so tender and fragile?
urgh gross, lol.
and vesper lynd died lor.
eva green has weird eyebrows anyway so i dont think anyone will miss her much.
oops, hehe.
lots of sex scenes lor, obscene.
3.5/5 stars, maybe?
(:

cactushead wanted to buy shirt (as kentwell calls it), which means those long sleeved with collar one.
that's kentwell's definition of shirt, lol.
went to ebase to see the black one, but in the end decided to go topman to try the cute buttons one.
all the buttons are different!
super cute, and the top 2 buttons are on both sides, meaning it's supposed to be opened at the top.
but left medium and large, and medium was too long for cactushead!
maybe go see how first lor.
bought undies from topshop cos they had the 'buy 2 less 20%' thing again.
hehe, stripes! :3

after that went ben and jerry's again.
getting fat!
DDDDDD:

but i still love ben and jerry's.
<3

yay shir is back from camp!
: DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

had some super fun msn conversations just now.

anyway, had a dream last night that my whole clique was scolding me.
real scaraye. x:
and jas and shir bought the same zinc animal bag in the dream!
the one my mum says looks like a dead animal slung over your shoulder.
haha, i dont like zinc.
(no offence)

but dreams are the opposite of reality, right jas.
((:

2006-12-16T22:41:00.000+08:00

(click)

where's the toilet?

2006-12-16T21:19:00.000+08:00

i just burnt my hand.
ouch.

true friends wont leave you in the lurch.

do i have a true friend?
someone who is there for me.
Someone who can accept me for who i am.
someone who will share the good and bad times with me.
someone who wont backstab me.
someone who comforts me when i'm sad.
someone who wont see who i am on the outside, but appreciate who i am inside.
someone who wont judge me by appearances.
someone who can look past my flaws.
someone who i can treasure as a friend.

people say they are there for you, but actions count more than words.

getting depressed again.

emo shiat.
my glass is always half empty.

2006-12-15T12:53:00.000+08:00

yesterday was chaotic.

went out with mummy from the afternoon to see doctor and buy pliers.
then she said that since we were around that area, might as well go buy the shoesy shoes.
and damn!
it's gonna raise price from next month!! D:<
i think i shall go back on 30 december to snap all the size 40 up.
(my feet big okay. damnnnnnnn difficult buy shoes!)

and after that we went home and later i was supposed to meet jianwei to pass him the money and return him shirt.
and since cactushead and i were going to collect shirts from hougang mall, i asked him to wait for me downstairs.
and my parents came down with me cos they going to buy rope at rivervale plaza!
then it's like, he was standing there and my parents saw!
and started to talk lots of crap to me.
rah. ):

then i got a msg from jacq reminding me about tuition!
dooooooooom.
so i rushed back up to take my stuff, msged jianwei to postpone time (so sorry!) and had to make cactushead go home (sorryyyyyyy!).

and after tuition i had to rush to hougang mall to pass jianwei the money as well as to collect shirt from the shop myself.
banged into an old lady when i was running and got cursed i think, sorry but LOL!
luckily the shop havent closed at 10pm, but the uncle say he was going home soon.
heng ah.
went home and didnt get lectured cos dad sleeping and mummy watching news.
phewwwwww.

okay long and redundant rant today.

and i think shirleen bought her white shoes at the same place as i did!
:D
cheapo shoes which give me blisters at different places everytime i wear them.

2006-12-13T19:46:00.000+08:00

havent blogged properly for a long time!

THE cheesecake!
see i ate some already hehe.

last saturday (9 december) after piano, i went to tiffany's house and tried to bake brownies!
cos she got a new oven, rawr!

first attempt.

second attempt.

after making the second batch, we realised why the brownies had a roasted taste.
the oven was set to the roasting chicken option!
you know, where the chicken will turn and turn in the oven.

third attempt!
the most successful one with the least roasted taste.
but all of them tasted like brownies, which is good.
means we didnt burn any!
hehe, nice brownies. :D
tiffany's house has nice plates, right?

wahaha, look at what i got from fcuk!
mini perfume vials and a superb doorhanger.
i love fcuk much, just that their stuff are toooooooo expensive!
i want the t shirt though. D:

bowling yesterday with clique (minus van D:) was real fun too.
although i had a little mood swing halfway. (sorry clique!)
been such a long time since i've seen them all.
and next year have to starting pia-ing studies already.
whateverrrrrr.

and i bought gingerbread too!
i think it's nice but i dont think jas likes it.
haha.

YAY.

check ECSTASEE cos i updated with some new stuff.
thanks much!

2006-12-10T23:07:00.000+08:00

rawr.

parents wont let me buy shirts online.

maybe i shall go print it myself if it's cheaper.
(no need to pay shipping costs too!)

but i sooooo want the hoodie from threadless!

damn.

pissed today for many reasons.

shall blog some other day.

2006-12-08T22:15:00.000+08:00

I'm looking at you through the glass...
Don't know how much time has passed
Oh god it feels like forever
But no one ever tells you that forever
Feels like home sitting all alone inside your head

2006-12-07T23:13:00.000+08:00

today i'm bored so let the pics do the talking.
after all, pictures say a thousand words.
(:

(click)

my desktop!
deleted lots of files on my desktop.
my pics folder too.
but my computer seems to be lagging even more.

(click)

craving for gingerbread men now.
):

(click)

me and tifa made this at edo sushi on saturday!
we always play with food.
cute? cute?
:DD

(click)

saw this with tifa too.
on the same day as the sushi thing.
best taglines ever!
:D

real lazy to blog out a proper post.
anyway, cactushead is back!
he bought me fox sweets and made cheesecake.
yay!
damn tasty okay.
just fattening.
):

but i still love it!
:D

wtf an unidentified flying insect landed in front of me.
got a f***ing big shock!
D:<
i hate flying bugs.

2006-12-06T20:02:00.000+08:00

had heaps of fun today!

went out with wanzhen, jocelyn, wanqin, amanda and yiwen.
sort of a 603 gathering!
okay, just the few of us actually.

had lots of fun reminiscing our pri school days.
and talking about how bimbo some people became, haha!
at first it was a little awkward cos it's like, havent met for so long already, dont know what to talk about.
but later we all warmed up and chatted alot!
haha, we realised that alot of people changed.

had a real fun day!
might go to sentosa together sometime too.
:DD

oh shit, i still have lots of homework!
promised to finish them by tomorrow cos cactushead coming back.
rawr.
D:

nvm, shall chiong later!
since i dont have to wake up early tomorrow.
:D

with love, all!
<3

2006-12-04T20:32:00.000+08:00

suparrrr fat.
i gained like 5kg!
was complaining to merv last night.
D:<

let's scam coke machines next time, merv!
free drinks yay!
:D

went out with sheryl!
wahaha, i love her muchly.
<3

life's been boring.
):

people please help me (and dad)!
he sponsor like $100+ for the bbq food lor.
you all ah never appreciate all eat only and play with fire...
(rants on and on)

haha, joking!
q:
but if you are free please come help cos he need people!
just set up and manage games stall.
games for kiasu people usually at exhibitions that kind!
yea, easy peasy lah.
(do i sound convincing? :D)

blah.
shall try to do a newspaper article later.

3 more days to 7th december!
candy machine, giant monkey, movie marathons, ben&jerry's, carls' jr..
<3

2006-12-02T09:35:00.000+08:00

HELP!

my dad needs volunteers to help at games stall on 17 December in the afternoon (around 2-3).

anyone can help?

i need people urgently.. D:

plus, he can write letter to school for cca points cos this is considered CIP (not confirm).

anyone can helppppppppp?

D:

2006-12-01T23:06:00.000+08:00

keith haring is love.
<3

2006-12-01T10:45:00.000+08:00

rawr, yesterday was a bad bad day.
D:<

i will do homework today!
i will do homework today!
i will do homework today!
i will do homework today!
i will do homework today!

okay i hope that helped to brainwash me.
(:

aww i'm so looking forward to monday with sheryl!
<3

and i havent met clique for a long long time.
))))))))))))))):

2006-11-30T21:15:00.000+08:00

UPDATED!

ECSTASEEshop(click)

do drop by!

<3

2006-11-30T19:46:00.000+08:00

DEATHNOTE 2 IS COMING OUT ON 28 DECEMBER!
YAY L. <3

haha the posters seem to be everywhere!
and L is sooooo cute in it okay.
biting his thumbnail!
(what's a thumb nail called?)
:D

haha i wish L and Light are gay.
(with each other!)
yay i love gays!
:D

yay i love Misa too.
am i gay?
:DDD

haha yes i am in a happy way.
whatever!
what am i saying.

why is everyone so sad recently!
feel like i've been tagging 'cheer up' at everyone's blog.
):

actually i'm kinda sad too.
cos of recent events?
blah, i dunno.
mum is kinda depressed too.
maybe i should give her a surprise!
(:

cheer up everyone!

2006-11-29T15:22:00.000+08:00

supposed to help dad do a poster for his cc event, but nevermind!
laterrr.

ahh my desire to get a tattoo is coming back.
rawr.

haha i love tattoos!
they are sexaye.
(but not on me, haha. that's not my purpose of wanting tattoos.)

shit, i think i've gone crazy from loneliness.

shall try to push myself to go practice piano at night.

zzzzzzzz.
my blog is getting boring cos i've not been updating with interesting stuff!
okay screw that, my blog is never interesting.
hahaha i'm ranting again.

2006-11-28T12:27:00.000+08:00

i'm bored.

someone go out with me please!

):

2006-11-26T21:55:00.000+08:00

SHOWDOWN!

1. taiwan snow ice

symptoms:
-lose control of facial muscles (laugh madly for no reason)
-get distracted when playing board games
-cannot stop ordering more snow ice

(me and tiffany stacking checker pieces)

VS

2. assorted alcoholic beverages

symptoms:
-keep on drinking
-laugh for no reason
-start playing catch
-mood swings from super high to super low
-face turns red

verdict:
draw! both are as potent. (:

just a post for fun to warn young people about the dangers of drinking and..eating? :O

anyway, me and tiffany saw this really cute toddler when we were out eating at waraku jap restaurant on saturday after piano lesson.

she wasnt getting anything to eat so she started crying.
like, which baby doesnt cry?
but the f*cking father just didnt understand and scolded her "shut up!"
like wth, she is your own daughter can!
and he turned the whole baby chair away.
poor thing right.
that's why she's facing us instead of her own table.
and not getting anything to eat too.
anyway, she's a really cute and beautiful baby!
i hope she grows up famous and earn lots of money.
then because her dad mistreats her, she wont support him in the future!
mwahaha, i am so evil.
okay joking joking! (:

haha long post today, but bear with me!

see, i made a new way to store money! :DD
cute, right?
but too bad i have too many cards and useless stuff in my wallet.
so i cant use this cos not enough space! ):

got lots more stuff to blog about but i'll do that next time.
going to wait for cactushead's call now!

with much love. <3

2006-11-24T18:25:00.000+08:00

back from class chalet!

it was super fun!
had bbq on both nights cos dad prepared too much food.
yay sotong!
(:

haha i love my dad, really.

everybody enjoyed themselves i guess.
although i dont think we all slept much.
successful chalet this time!
thanks to 304.
hahaha.
:D

shant elaborate much cos jas blogged about everything already.
hehe i know i am lazy.
nonono!
i am just tired from the chalet.
(:
(excuses, excuses!)

yay cactushead just called from indonesia.
with his dad's phone.
(real short call but it made me happy!)
stupid cactushead.
pangseh me in singapore.
hahaha joking!
come back soon, asshole! ):
remember the giant green monkey and the candy machine!
you promised.
q:

okay i shall go sleep again.
eat and sleep, my diet is failing yet again.
okay, to compensate for all the bbq food i gorged on, i shall eat less for the coming week!
control, control!
(:

eh stop laughing! D:
i know i can diet successfully one.
and no i am not anorexic.
that is scary.

2006-11-24T11:42:00.000+08:00

exhausted.

2006-11-22T09:32:00.000+08:00

bah.

D:

i dont know what happened to me yesterday.

cactushead is going back tomorrow for 3 weeks.
i'll miss you. ):

going off to chalet soon.
not really looking forward to it now.
cos i can only stay 1 night.
damn.
they dont even trust me enough to let me stay over for chalet.
D:<

2006-11-21T14:02:00.000+08:00

i hate being left out.

):

maybe it's just me.
i guess i think too much.

sometimes it seems like no one is there for me to confide in.
D:

sorry about the emo post today.
><

2006-11-20T20:32:00.000+08:00

CLICK HERE!

i'm going to put all stuff up for sale there from today onwards! please check it out :D

2006-11-19T20:12:00.000+08:00

just came back from ps where i went to get all the earring stuff. (:

i've been eating alot recently.
yesterday there was some SANA celebration dinner and i had to go with mum and dad.
cos mum says that dad likes to bring his whole (small) family there to show others that he has a happy family!
like LOL.
getting fatter in progress. ><

eating the gross tomatoes now (with furikake of course).

haha, going to craft soon!

i think my blog is sooooo boring!
whatever, haha.
i cant help it, i'm a boring person! :|

looking forward to tuesday shopping with clique!
*beams brightly

2006-11-17T20:52:00.000+08:00

wtf even the 'my computer' folder is lagging!
stupid com!

went to watch the covenant today!
great show but a little scary.
cactushead is afraid of wrinkly old ah peks! :D
oh and did i mention there are super hawt guys! :D
oh, jas' blog did mention!
see, they are really hot! :D

after that we went to causeway point to kia kia and guess what..

i found the heartagram belt! (at an affordable price, finally)
i love H.I.M. <3
i think i shall satisfy myself with it first.
no more thinking about the tattoo! :D

and i bought my havaianas. :D

oops ugly feet! :|
i dunno if they are nice to wear, i think they will slip out as i walk. ><
no more size, so this one fits perfectly! (please feet, dont grow any more)
plain, but easy to match with clothes!
but bloody expensive la.
(better than num though, those bloodsuckers!)
: DDD

today gee is a happy girl.

okay i shall go make more earrings.
will post them up later, most likely.
for sale! :D

p/s: why is my tv tuned in to vasantham central and no one's watching? :O

p/p/s: tomatoes are evil! they will take over the world one day and the world will be a dark, desperate place! boycott tomatoes! gobble them up before they can attack the human race! : D let terror no more reign in our hearts! D:<

p/p/p/s: i hate tomatoes! try eating them with furikake and cheese. then the taste of the tomato juice spurting out wont be that revolting. (for tomato haters) :D

2006-11-16T22:46:00.000+08:00

oh no my photoshop is failing me! ):
lagging like shit. D:<
*whacks cpu.

anyway, i made a guitar pick earring! :D
yay.

yep that's my ear. LOL.

by the way, i'm selling them, so you can order from me! :D
hand made okay, with tons of love and care! (:
(i'll only make them when i get the orders)
so yep!
most likely the price will be between $5.90 to $6.90. (negotiable, depending on the pick!)
oh, remember to tell me which side you'll be wearing it!
it's a one sided earring and the long dangly part with the bead will be facing the outside.
:D
(please support me! i need $.)

omg i need to watch the covenant! D:
got cheated today cos i thought the happy feet gala premiere thing was like, collect the tickets and go watch immediately!
stupid me.
it's on 21nov at freaking 9pm!! >:|

the covenant the covenant the covenant the covenant the covenant!
*chants madly.